My grand mother died today and what i feel is... nothing, nothing at all. yeah seems kind of cold dosent it? well i can explain why i feel like this. She never liked me, never Treated my Sister as a gift of god and me, well i guess i was just a obstecal in the line of grand children and she has never once tried to establish anny sort of realation to well none of her grand children.
if you wonder, she died of heart failiure, due to diabetes witch she got from smokeing, bad food and no exercise, but she hasent lived the alst 20 years, just existing.